I feel totally out of sorts lately. I'm not sure if its the fact that its a PMS week or if I'm just dealing with some emotions that I've kept at bay for a while. But, I know that I am PMSing and my kids are totally getting on my nerves. Everything is pretty much amplified right now and all the bickering and yelling is really getting to me. I love those kids of mine, I do. I wanted each one of them and I look at them sometimes in amazement that God choose me, little 'ol me to raise them. Some days, I desperately want to turn back time and do it all over again but I love that they growing up into what God made them. It truly is amazing.
My hunk of burning love and I are going away this weekend!!! My dad and stepmom want to keep the kids for 4-5 days so we are going to make the most of it. The kids and I are going to leave on Thurs and go visit one of my bestest friends, who just had a sweet baby boy, and then head to my dads that afternoon. They both live about 1hr and a half away. I have a few errands to run with my dad on Friday and the hubby is going to meet me at my dads and we will start our fantastic weekend away. I do not know what is all in store but I do know that on Sat. night we are going out with some of our bestest couple friends from back home!! Its going to be so much fun!
And can I just say that I've lost about 10pds in the past 2mths!!! I'm super proud. I just need to lose another 5pds and its all in my chest! I'm almost to where I want to be!
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